LAST DAY

December 19,2015

First good thing umulan and lami kaayo akong tulog. Second I went to my friends house and bond with them kasi post celebration ng birthday nya. Third my long lost friend ay nag pakita na :)

Goodnight Pips.

SOLITUDE...

December 18,2015

omggg.. after a long day finally i have time to relax and find my kind of peace... 

from Ponciano to JS ilustre, nilakad ko lang and thought about the things na dapat kong gawin before 2015 ends.

1.I should resolve my issues to start another issue HAHAHA just kidding.

nag babalak na sana akong umuwi then suddenly a friend of mind texted me and nag baba ako sa Boulevard para sumakay pa Gmall. and from that moment, nag dedeep thoughts naman ako.

2. I should have done my best para hindi ako nabagsak sa exams ko... better luck nextime #maymidtermspa

from Boulevard to Gmall.. dumaan ang sinasakyan ko sa Uyanguren and that time ay brown out, while dumaan kami sa madilim na lugar, I found myself relaxing from the darkness I am seeing, sa sobra kong stress na relax talaga ako.. and while nag rerelax ako napaisip na naman ako...

3. what about my christmas? ano gagawin ko? sguro i'll try my best na makipag bond sa family ko despite na distant ako sa kanila...

to some up my day... grabe ang depression and frustration ko due to some issues..

GoodNight Pips.

Almost is never enough...

December 17, 2015

"almost is never enough"

nothing is new with me today, ordinary dayyyyyy -.- I woke up, went to school, took the exam and expect a failing grade.🙍 sadly, I am not prepared to take the tests this day... that's why I am already expecting a failing grade. psh. so I have this realizationsss, that I think are good things....

1. naisapuso ko na, na ako'y mag aaral ng mabuti nang hindi na bumagsak pa.

2. hindi lahat ng bagay ay may forever, kasi pati ang pagkakaibigan(friendship) ay may kataposan din... akala mo magiging matatag pa ang inyong pag kakaibigan pero hindi pala... dahil hindi na kayo tulad  ng dati... 

3. kung sino pa itong tapat, sila pa ang niloloko... kahit ano pang sabihin mong hindi mo sinasadya o may tama kang rason upang hindi mag sabi ng totoo, the fact na nag sinulang ka, unacceptable pa rin yun. 

Last day of exam tomorrow and Christmas break na. GoodNight People.

#BabeInTheCity 😂

KeRRimo

December 16, 2015

THE THREE GOOD THINGS:

1. Hindi ako late sa exam :)

2. I saw my long lost friend earlier and talk about little things.

3. Clarifying things are really good. Knowing the truth, makes me happy.

Goodnight People.

No Title :)

December 15,2015

How do I begin? 🎶🎶 A lot of good things that happened to me today nut I am only gonna mention three things:

1.Early bird catches the worm, sobrang aga ko sa school, naka bayad ako ng tuition and naka study for our quiz.

2.Sleepy head, I have plenty of time to sleep but I choose to study (isang himala!)

3.The confrontation, dahil may mga bagay na hindi klaro sa akin nuon na ngayon ay klarong klaro na.

GoodNight People.

A Night full of Realizations..

Today is just ordinary day for me... I woke up, went to school, eat lunch, attend classes and went home... but I have this realizations that I consider good thing kasi akalain mo na realize ko to hahaha...

1. kung sweet yung tao sa'yo wag mo agad bigyan ng meaning kasi baka bored lang yan, at ikaw naman itong si tanga na fall na..

2. hindi dahil lagi mo siyang kasama at palagi mo siyang kausap ay nag sasabi na siya ng totoo, minsan kasi kahit gaano pa kayo ka close at ka open may mga bagay na hindi nya pa rin masabi sayo. at pang huli,

3. mag-aaral na akong mabuti.

GoodNight people :)

Espresso Roast 💕

December 13,2015.

11:26 PM

kung ang lalake womanizer, ano naman ang babae? manizer? 😂 ooops.

well it just made my day, doing my project makes me think about a lot of things hahaha. the good things that happened to me today:

1. Sumama ako sa kanila sa mall para doon mag lunch kasi tinatamad ako mag luto for myself, and I thought libre ang lunch, I didn't expect na sasabihin sa akin na KKB kami so hahahaha it is a good kasi narealize ko na dapat nag stay nalang ako and cooked for myself wala unta ko ka gasto.. pero okay lang atleast nag enjoy ako :)

2.Umuulan ng malakas and may kulog at kidlat pang kasama, edi nagulat si ako hahaha, good thing kasi di ko alam good thing lang sya, kasi tinatawanan ko self ko? di ko alam... basta feeling ko good thing sya 😂

3. 

my favorite drink for tonight :) while making my things. ☕️

GoodNight people :) happy dayyyy..

NINE THINGS

December 12,2015

7:43PM

since hindi ako naka pag blog for two days (Dec.10-11,2015) i will mention nine good things that happened to me since Dec.10:

First thing is my relationship with my friend became stronger even though there are a lot of things that happened we still choose to be at each other side and still choose our friendship. (loveyouuFriend)

Second thing was i am able to help my groupmates in one of our subject, i helped them despite the thing na may hard feeling sila sa akin kasi I didn't come in one of our meetings. (bumawi ako hehe)

Third thing is I received a gift from my sister, makahappy lang kasi kahit gaano na ako ka distant sa kanila na isip parin nila ako (love jud ko nila)

Fourth thing is I saw my long lost friend and now we planned to have a time with each other to catch up on things we've missed (miss na nako sya asaron 😞)

Fifth is I am able to talk with my parents, catch up some things (distant ako masyado sa family ko, so yeah maka happy talaga)

Sixth is I am half way with my genogram with the help of my mother, maka happy kasi ngayon lang ako naka experience na tinutulongan ng mama :3

Seventh is, I always get my heart broken every December so... hahaha maka happy parin kasi I've learn na.

Eighth is, even though I feel rejected na kahit wala pa siyang sinasabi, well... I prepared my self already para di na sya gaano masakit when the time comes na may sabihin na sya :) happy happy lang 😊

Ninth is I've learned that I am happier to be with my one and true friend kasi I cannot feel that I am unloved and I am rejected kasi whenever I am with her,she makes me feel that I am worth it kahit gaano pa ako ka a-hole na babae and friend, she's there to be my shoulder to cry on and a sister that I can always count on.

I can say that my life is fucked up but still I can find good things with it, because I know these are only obstacles that I can go through and maybe this will be the reason for a better me in the future :) happy happy lang.

P.S.

 si nanay kanina sa challenge nag bigay din ng lesson sa akin, she taught me na pahabain pa aking pasensya kahit na punong puno pa ako kasi in the end ako parin ang makikinabang sa pagpapasensya ko sa mga bagay. Ika nga Patience is a virtue :)

Good Night People :) have a happy life.

ika-sampong araw na pagnilaynilay...

ika-9 ng Disyembre 2015.

ang mga bagay na nakapag pasaya sa akin sa araw na ito ay:

una. ang aming lupon ay nag inatasan na mag presenta sa harap ng aming mga kaklase at mga taga ibang institusyon at ang pag presentang iyon ay naging matagumpay.

pangalawa. ako ay nakabili ng aking gustong iregalo sa aking sarili kaya sobrang saya ko ngayon.

pangatlo at panghuli. ako ay makakaipon na ng pera dahil ako ay may alkansya na.

mga simpleng bagay lamang ito na ng yari sa akong buhay sa araw na ito at ito'y nag bigay ng kasiyahan sa akin.

Ninth Day of experiencing happiness

Today is unproductive day (yeah) suppose to be me and my groupmates are going make our concept paper but due to external factors that hinders me from going to our meeting, I didn't make it. There are many things that happend to me today but I'm only gonna mention three things... First thing is my sister and I talked about the things we should talk and resolve. Next thing is when I finally finish my homework ☺️☺️🎉

and lastly, after I finish this blog I could help my mates in our concept paper and hopefully pass it on time.

GoodNight Friends 😘

FavorEight Day ☺️

December 7,2015

An amazing day, I thought this day would just be a normal day. But it turned out to be amaziiiing ☺️☺️☺️ I fin'lly found the smoothie that could really satisfyyy my craviing uggh 'twas really that delicious (for me) 

the next thing that turned this day to be amazing is this booklet 

(oopss sorry wala na akong panahon mag rotate 😂) it just made this day so amazing for the reason that nung sinasagotan ko ito ay katabi ko ang taong nag papasaya sa akin at nasa harapan ko naman ang taong nagpapasaya rin at lagi kong nakakasama.

last thing is I arrive at home safelyyyy 😉☺️ 

Good Night Friends ☺️

Seventh day of tolerating pain..

"It may be unfair, but what happens in a few days, sometimes even a single day, can change the course of a lifetime" - anonymous.

Sometimes, there are things that can make you happy and can make you sad. Maybe the good thing that happened to me today is I woke up healthy. Even though, I just slept all day and did nothing, I still consider it a good thing, for the reason that at least it made me forget the pain that I am now experiencing. I cannot bare the fact that because of what happened yesterday can affect me today, tomorrow and for the following days. The thing that at least ease the pain inside me today that I also consider as a good thing is when I talked to someone, whom I know can understand me and can listen to my rants even though my problems are very shallow excluding the fact that he likes me, he is still there to help me and made me realize about the things that I should think a million times about. 

Yesterday's event made me realize how I value the friendship I have with her, the fact that I choose her over that one other friend of mine. I cannot bear to see her close to others (hindi po ako lesbian). It made me happy and I do really consider it a good thing, even though I know, because of what happened yesterday there are a lot of things that might change, but still it is a good thing for the reason that I discover who are the people that I can rely and trust on. 

P.S: Hindi po ako tibo, at wala po kaming romantic relationship, sadyang close lang po talaga kami nang kaibigan kong yun, kasi she's my sister from a different mother.

Sixth Day with TaGaKa...

December 5,2015.

sixth day with tagaka... bonding with my dearest friends. there are a lot of good things that happened to me today but I'm only gonna right 3 things...

one of them is my friends & I bonded over at my friends house, we talked, we laugh, we cry, and shared our little dirty secrets.

another is my friend helped me construct my blog by critizing my grammar and my sentence construction. this is a good thing because from now on I know that my blogs will be a little bit better grammar and construction wise.

the last thing is I mixed our mix drink and it turned out better than I expected. 

it's really fun when you're with the people who makes you happy. ☺️

fifth day of contemplating...

ang araw na ito ay simpleng araw lamang para sa akin. Dahil sa kasimplehan ng araw ko simple lang din ang mga magagandang nangyari ngayon.

1. Ako'y simpleng nagising.

2. Ako'y simpleng nagtaxi papunta sa paaalan para pumasok sa klaseng plano ko sana ay lumiban dahil tinatamad ako pero pumasok na lamang ako dahil naalala kung ako pala ang maguulat ng aming uulatin. Hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ako na pagkadating at pagkadating ko ibinalita sa aking wala pala kaming klase. Nasaan ang hustisya ng pambayad ng taxi ko para di lang mahuli sa klase? Ipinambili ko na sana ng 360 milktea. 

3. Ako'y simpleng nagdiwang sa kaibuturan ng aking puso sa kadahilanang napabilang ako sa mga mag "Magsasanay sa Trabaho" (OJT). Ito'y malaking tagumpay na sa aking parte dahil kilala ako bilang isang tamad at pala tulog na estudyante. 

Ganito ang naging simpleng buhay ko ngayon. Ako'y nangangarap na kinabukasan ay simple pa rin ang buhay ko dahil naniniwala ako sa kasabihang, " Ang pagiging simple ay kagandahan " (Simplicity is Beauty)

PS. Pagpasensyahan niyo na ang aking tagalog sadyang hamak na Google Translator lamang ang kaagapay ko sa aking pagsusulat. 

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......

Fourth Day of Appreciation

December 3,2015.

A day that made me realize that I should appreciate things even the simplest form of thing that happened and given to me every single day. So today, the first thing that I consider to be good thing was when I thought I was late in our class but then when I arrived they weren't even started praying and it was really a relief knowing that I am not late (yiipiiie!). Second thing was when me and my friend were waiting for the jeepney we bump with this common friend and started chatting and laughing and I already consider that a good thing for the reason that before we bump with this common friend we're talking about the thing that pissed us off and then suddenly we saw him and we started to laugh and forget about the thing that pissed us off and lastly, when our teacher told us that we'll have a quiz, and when we're writing down the question she told us that it was a scam. It was really a good thing she didn't have a quiz because I wasn't that ready to have a quiz. (yeheeey!hahaha)

Bloody Third Day of Thoughts..

December 2, 2015.

Panimulang Sulat: Hi dearest friend :) Happy Birthday, hope to see you soon.

Bloody third day of thoughts... even though, "everything", even little things get me annoy because of this "girl thing" I have right now, still I found good things that happened to me today.

First good thing that I realize that happened to me today was I have this passion to help and be always there to accompany someone, even though we're not that close, I am always ready to listen to whatever they want to say or they want to share their problems or they want someone to be there showing support. Second was, my dear friend who is celebrating her birthday today was able to notice my greeting and replied so we can catch up to some things that we've missed in each other’s life.

And lastly, I was able to control my emotions even though it already reaches the point that makes me burst out my anger and annoyance. I still manage to smile, and be calm in that situation.

Second Day of Thoughts,,,

December 1, 2015.

Everything happens for a reason: the first thing that made my day was I participated in the class, voluntarily (it is very unusual for me) and get some credits (hopefully) even though I was shaking that time, feeling nervous, but then I managed to explain my thoughts even it was not that clear at all (hahaha). Second thing was I am able to reflect, rethink, about the things that I made wrong and how to make it right.

And lastly, it was, really was a good thing to have that "talk" to someone whom you've promised something and be able to know the things you should know about them.

THE THREE GOOD THINGS..

November 30, 2015.

Before I go to sleep, I was thinking about the Three Good Things that happened to me today.

First good thing that happened to me today, is I woke up healthy and blessed. I thank God for this, for giving me another chance to see His wonderful creation, and for letting me breath the air of life.

Second good thing that happened to me today, was I am able to get the enough rest and sleep I need for today, because if not, I won't be able to do my assignments, read my notes and books. And I woudn't be able to help my neice with her assignment.

And the third good thing that happened to me today....

I am able to talk with my sister, who's not here, and helped her to ease the home sickness she felt.

To sum up my day, even I was just laying in my bed the whole morning and half of the afternoon, and do my things at night, I was able to do my responsibilities as a student, aunt and a sister.